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The more and more I think about it, I realize that I’m really not at all interested in a Monday - Wednesday friendship and thats really where I see this going. And this is me saying this on a Wednesday, I’m sure these feelings will be exacerbated come Friday and Saturday. Whenever it comes to talking about that all I get back from her is a “WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE” or a “THATS THE WAY ITS GOING TO BE, DEAL WITH IT” I mean if you really want me out of your life from Thursday-Sunday, I’m probably going to leave all together. And the fact that this issue never really came up before the Sam ordeal really makes me :/ I can’t tell what your intentions are, part of me expects you to be with him either over the summer or maybe not over the summer but again next year (especially if baserunning continues), and the other part of me believes you when you say that you just want to be single this summer and have your fun. So I don’t really know what to expect, but if its just for now and you are willing to forsake the chance at saving our friendship for some fun/drinking/sex on your Thurs-Sunday nights, please go right ahead and just tell it to my face. Don’t hurt me again and lets not play this game of pretend.
