And at this point why do I keep beating myself up. I thought she finally saw the light on Monday night but maybe I was mistaken. I’m really not seeing what I have to gain, and I dont know if its her pride, her ego, bitterness and resentment about that blog post, or a fatty combination of all of that, but she doesnt seem to want to show me what I stand to gain either. And at this point I can’t really lose that much more. She said she would try to look at the email before she slept or at lastest after she turned in her midterm, but I’m sure something came up.
Something always does.
